Bad Expectations

Have you ever spotted a disabled person and felt sorry for her? I bet you have.

In 2005 I suffered a terrible car accident. Among the consequences, I lost my girlfriend and  I seriously injured my neck. I needed to use a collar to immobilize it for about 6 months.

During that time I had to shave daily, without moving my neck, because the growing beard makes it very itchy, especially on hot days.  And every night I would sleep on my back without moving.

You may feel this is terrible and most people do. For me, it was ok. But I could see in everyone's face how sorry they were.  On the side of the road, asking a ride to the university, everyone would stop for me.

Then I learned a precious thing. I wasn't suffering. I was limited but I didn't think about my constraints. And I guess most people with disability don't think about their limitations either. They just live one day after the other like everyone else. I didn't stop attending classes, working on projects or hang out with friends.

I certainly almost died but I didn't have any epiphany about the meaning of being alive. What I realized is that  the idea of a bad situation is often many times worse than the actual fact. People probably imagined I was depressed, in pain and suffering every minute of it. But I wasn't.

So, whenever you think something you want to do will cause you embarrassment or rejection,it may be true. However, it probably will  not as bad or intense as you have pictured in your mind.